About Suzanne Irwin
How I became a Healing Medium
Life is a collaboration between you and the spiritual beings who love you and who want to help you evolve. Life is a walk, hand-in-hand with source, also known as God, angels or guides, Allah, Great Spirit, Hindu gods or the Buddhist’s, Gautama Buddha and many more. Whatever we choose to call this benevolent power, once we, as human beings, feel cut-off from source’s love, we are cut-off from ourselves, from our souls and our connection to source, the result often being feelings of isolation, disconnection, depression, pain and many other manifestations of the core state of fear. In vain attempts to numb these feelings, human beings tend to turn to substances like cigarettes, alcohol, drugs and manifest unhealthy behaviours like sex addiction, co-dependence and obsessive compulsive disorders, to name a few.
I emerged from childhood terrified, wounded and isolated. I thought of myself, metaphorically, as a single, fragile stalk of wheat surrounded by a field of other stalks but having no connection to them. I felt that the winds of fate could buffet me about and that I was powerless and vulnerable and alone.
As a young child, I had turned my back on God as I could not understand how “he” would allow his children to suffer as I had. As an emerging adult, I began to search for answers about my identity in relation to life’s meaning and for a sense of belonging to something or someone. I did not yet understand that I was disconnected from source and that this was, indeed, the root cause of my suffering.
I sought to ease my pain and suffering in destructive ways, seeking comfort and connection from other broken people who brought me more pain and suffering. I sought out many different therapists, many of whom turned me away as they were not equipped to help me. Occasionally, they would give me a flash of insight or consoling verbiage but I knew that they listened because they were paid to. There were, after all, only human.
The ache I felt inside for connection and a longing to be saved from my life grew more intense until one day, while I slept, my grandmother, who had recently passed on, came to visit me in a dream, but it wasn’t a dream.
“What are you doing here? You are dead.” I said.
My skepticism drove her away. The next night, again at 3:00 a.m. she came again and this time, I took it seriously and again I asked her the reason for her visit.
“Because I love you dear and you didn’t believe me when I came to see you the first time. I wanted to say goodbye to you because we didn’t get a chance when I was living.”
Her love shone through me, she hugged me and left. I sat bold upright in bed and cried all the pain of losing her away. Once the deluge had passed, I felt no more pain and was overcome with peace. That was the first time that I remember being visited by someone who had left this earth plane. The experience left an indelible impression of unconditional love on my heart and was followed, over the years, by many visits by my guides, and many others who came to help me heal. This first visit occurred in my mid-twenties.
30 years have since passed and many, many talks with the beings who love me unconditionally and who have stood by me without judgment throughout my life. There is no human being on earth, in my experience, who knows everything I have thought and done, who I can say still loves me just as I am! There is no sum of money that can buy unconditional love and acceptance.
Over many years of working diligently with my spirit guides to develop this gift of communication with them, I came full circle and reconnected with God in an unprecedented, spiritually transformative experience in Israel.
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